To Leave or Not to Leave Husband....

Updated on August 07, 2008
M.S. asks from Brentwood, CA
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I need an advice from anyone that had gone through my situation or who can just give me any sort of advice. I have been married for 7 yrs now and last year when I was just to give birth to my 3rd child, I found out my husband has been cheating on me with his co-worker. We've been through counseling to save our marriage yet I have caught him still cheating with her. The problem is I have three kids with him and the kids absolutely love their dad. I also have a house that we recently bought (we bought this house before I found out he was cheating). My problem also is we don't live with him 24/7. We stay at my mom's house in the city during the week (babysitting issues) and go back to our house on the weekend. I feel that the only reason he is staying with me is because of the kids and the house. I'm also stuck because of our house and how do I break it to my kids that their daddy and I are getting a divorce. I'm afraid on how this will affect my kids. Should I just stay in this marriage for my kids and forget about my happiness? He doesn't even want to sleep in the same bed as me. :( Please help, I really don't know what to do anymore.

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L.B.

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I am very sorry for you and what you are going through. Not sure if I am in any place to give advice, but here is how my situation turned out. My husband was having an affair when I was pregnant with our second son. We separated when my oldest was 4, youngest 3 months. It was a very difficult decision, but I simply could not take it any more, I felt it was the best thing for my sanity. Until I made that decision, I felt I was in limbo, crying all the time, and I'm sure my kids felt it through me. We had also gone to counseling. It was the counselor who convinced me it was time to get off the fence and make a decision. Several months after separating, he broke off his affair with his coworker, and at that time started persuing me again. We agreed to give things another try, after 10 months of separation. Against the couselor's guidance, he moved back in immediately. Well, low and behold, it only lasted 3 months, then another 4 months for him to find another place to live. When he moved out the second time, I felt so much peace, I was confident that I had done everything to make things work, but it was clear that it wasn't meant to be. I had finally taken charge of my future and happiness.

The divorce process took two years, because of our house, which I kept, and kids schedules. Although I was fully comfortable with my decision, in the process, my then 6 year old was a mess. He went from outgoing to withdrawn, would not communicate, had difficulty in school, we even had to hold him back in first grade. He then began seeing a counselor himself, for about 3 years. All through elementary school, I feel that he struggled emotionally. When he was 10, I remarried, and he still had a hard time. By the time he was to attend HS, I made the decision to let him move in with his dad and attend HS in the south bay. At the time I lived in SF and was not happy with the choices of HS. He will just begin his Sophmore year now, and finally, I see many changes in his personality. Being with his father and getting that attention is truely what he always wanted, and now I feel he is finally happy. So it took him 10 years but he is finally in a place where he has self confidence and self respect. Our younger son, I feel, was simply too young to ever experience his father and I being together, so he has never really been adversely affected. Us being apart is really all he ever knew.

There was a program we attended when the children were 7 and 3, called Kids Turn. As parents, we were separated in different groups, and the children were separated based on age as well. We all learned how to parent together but live separately, and the kids learned that it was ok to feel sad and know that there were many other families with children like them.

Good luck with your decision. I hope that you can get something out of my story that will help you in making your choices.

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S.H.

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Sorry to hear of this difficulty in your life. Strength and happiness from you is what the children can get from this experience. Although it will be very difficult for all and the children especially, it will be very dependent on how the two parents handle and treat each other through the process. My children now 19yrs and 14yrs each handled my divorcing different. The older experiences much more difficulty in life as her father decided to disappear after the divorce. She was 8 and my son was 3. She was a Daddy's girl so it left her with many holes to try and fill. My son was young and did not have the seperation issues as she did. The best thing was to be as honest and open to the kids as you can and always leave a time for them to come to you about it. My daugther to this day says "Mom, just be happy." That way she knows that life is going the way it should. Don't sell all your happiness the children will see through it. Hopefuly, their father will be in their life to assist with issues openly and not aggresively. I have found through my second marriage that if there is much hostility between divorced parents the kids will also grow up confused and hurt by the entire thing. Good luck to you, but take care of you so that you can best take care of them.

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T.W.

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Wow, what a tough situation...which doesn't begin to describe it, right?

Having a mom who's been a serial monogamist/marriage type (wrapping up her fourth divorce). I can give you one big piece of advice, go with what you feel is right and don't just listen to other people or let the opinions of others guide you. As scary as the prospect of your kids having divorced parents is, think about the prospect of your kids growing up in a home with two people who just tolerate each other and argue a lot. If you and your husband are serious about making it work, its possible, but if its just you making an effort, then you have to consider if its worth the effort or not. I do recommend counseling, if only for yourself to help you get your head around your situation and what is best for you. If you're a mess, it spills over to your children, your job, everything. You have to help and take care of yourself before you can help and take care of anyone else.

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