Hi J.,
I completely understand where you are coming from. I am probably going to say the same things that other mothers have, but I figured if you heard it from many people, it would make you feel more secure. I have 4 children, 4 yo and 1 yo daughters, 3 yo and 4 mo sons. I was a head-strong Accounts Payable Clerk when I got preg with #3. We moved to Virginia and I stayed home to raise the kids. Boy was that a huge transition. My oldest son, just turned 2 at the time our 2nd daughter was born, did the same thing your 2 yo is doing. It was a very difficult time for me, especially since we were living with my in-laws at that time. So, stress was inevitable. Basically, over the past year and a half, I have been learning a lot. I never had structure for my kids. I now see how much of a mistake that was. I have learned that consistency is important and so is a structured day, no matter the age. Kids feel more secure with structure, so they are usually better behaved with a structured atmosphere. I just got the Duggar's book where they write about how they raise their family of 21 (now 18 kids, plus one daughter in law). One thing that I have read (I'm not finished) is that she (Michelle) gives the young children "blanket time" so that if she is in the middle of something and cannot get up to train them, they stay on the blanket so that she can keep an eye on them. She specifies in the book how she trains them to stay on the blanket. That way, when she's nursing, or having a conversation and needs no interruption, the kids remain on the blankets. I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but if your daughter is acting up, you probably should put the baby down and correct her, right when it happens, making sure that the correction is unpleasant for her. At her age, spanking is probably the most effective if she is a strong-willed child (my oldest son is the most strong willed child I've ever met!) However, spanking is to be used with caution, making sure that there is plenty of love shown between the spanks. Spanking should not be "the last resort". Also, make sure that you are spending quality one-on-one time with your 2 yo. She will then understand that she gets attention just like her baby sister does. My 1 yo is jealous of our infant, so when I can, I give her plenty of loving attention. That does help me when I must focus on him. I read this book written by James Dobson titled "Temper your child's tantrums", and I have a book from him titled "The Strong-Willed Child". I haven't read that one yet, but am planning on it. The first had some good tips on how to train your child at an early age, specifying on what he has found to be most effective for each age group. I suggest you read those. Also, another WONDERFUL parenting book I have found is "Parenting: An Heir Raising Experience" written by Mary Glynn and Sam Peeples. Has so much wonderful information. I'm sure you are overwhelmed with your work and having 2 small children, so I can tell you that it may be hard now, but if you train them right now, it will be so much easier for you in the future! My 4 yo is pretty much self-sufficient and has made things so much easier for me (except when she's fighting with her brother :) ). I hope I made you feel a little better. Just know, you are not alone and there are plenty of other mothers out there that have mastered child raising, that you can go to for advice. If you have any questions for me, please feel free to contact me. Good luck with everything, and God Bless you and your family.
J.