Dear T. H,
I had a similiar experience thrown into my lap.
About a 3 mos after my husband and I discovered that we were pregnant (with my first child), his 22yr old daughter with two boys of her own, ages 3 and 18 mos, announced that she was leaving her husband.
This was a good step for her, but it led to years of coming over to our home for extended weekends for a much need 'break.
This was completely understandable, she was a young single mother with two toddler boys, and a break is something that she desperately needed. The problem is that she was so busy being 'overwhelmed' with her own situation that she did not lift a finger or offer to contribute toward any of the housework when she stayed with us.
This translated into A LOT of work for me. (I was a working mother with two little ones myself)
She had nothing left to give apparently, and if there was, she wasn't offering.
From my perspective: It felt like we had become a little vacation for her where she could get help watching her kids.
She would often sit on the couch overwhelmed staring at the TV while they got into everything until enventually, she would yell at them.
This of course led to more crying and misbehaving and acting out from the kids ....she was clearly depressed and out-matched..... but mostly out of pride, refused all offers to go to counseling.
During these visits we paid for their food, and I cleaned up after everyone, especially after every visit to restore my home...the bathroom, tub, toilet, sheets, towels, vacuuming, carpet cleaning, dishes...etc...
At the end of her stays, she would pack up the kids, leave in a miserable, angry, and depressed rage about her life and her situation.
This went on for YEARS!!! After 4yrs, I couldn't take it anymore and started seeing a therapist. The situation was really becoming a wedge in my marriage.
The therapist said that my step-daughter was in 'survival' mode.
This meant: She was only capable of doing the most critical things to keep it together. Taking preventative action to avoid things like diaper leaks by instead changing diapers regularly, were not part of her every day thought process.
Brushing teeth daily BEFORE they start to rot out of the childrens mouths....no forethought, took too much out of her, wasn't an immediate priority so it never happened. The elder had to have a broken tooth pulled by the time he was 6 and was on medication for an abcess. A total of about 20 cavities between the two. (we paid for the entire bill....that's ANOTHER story...)
Her M.O. was to take no action until she absolutely HAD to act. By then it was too late, the kids were melting down, pants messy, beds wet, carpets fouled, house torn apart, etc.....
It was always hard for me to be around such negative and dare I say a "toxic" environment. She was my husbands daughter and grand kids, we weren't going to turn her away but the visits were always physically and emotionally draining. Cleaning up afterward took alot out or me as well.
I always WANTED to say something to her, ask her to contribute but never knew when to approach her. She was ALWAYS overwhelmed and in a bad mood. She was never approachable!!!
How do you approach a young woman who is clearly overwhelmed and battling depression and ask her to take on more? All I would have been asking is for her to take more responsibility for her children and for herself. But at times is seemed that would have sent over the edge.
The times when I decided enough was enough, my husband would beg me to not say anything because he felt bad for her and didn't want to burden her. (he also wasn't the one cleaning up the house after each visit....)
Over the years I really began to resent the negative energy coming into my home (I have two children now and I didn't like the exposure they received to such anger and turmoil) as well as the feeling of becoming her personal maid and financial fallback. It was affecting my mood, my marriage and my sanity.
The reliance on us grew greater in recent years. to the toon of about $30,000 over a 2 and half year period. (we're NOT rich, this has had a very negative impact on us personally)
Eventually I hit a breaking point when she got incredibly snippy with me one morning and unfortunately I unleashed. I wasn't mean about it, suprisingly I was very calm under the circumstances and matter-of-fact, thorough.
Everything that I had been holding back for the past 6yrs, came out that day.
I say unfortunately because it wasn't entirely her fault and it wasn't fair to burden her with 6yrs of resentment. She didn't know.
All those years, I hadn't ever REALLY said anything. often times I was expecting her to be like me, to be conscientious of her behavior and to offer help. I assumed that because that's what I would do, that pitching in and helping was the OBVIOUS thing to do. Obvious to some, but not to those who are trying to make it day by day.
My mistake is I should have sat down and communicated to her the very FIRST time I felt this way, what I expected of her when she came to stay in my home. Even if this meant a huge crying breakdown (inevitable with her, her response EVERY time you tried to talk to her about something...partially it was her feelings over being overwhelmed but I also suspect a little bit of a defensive stall tactic that she learned to manipulate others emotions....it always got her dad to back off and go soft, EVERY time.)
It was a hard line to navigate because she was coming to stay at her dad's and I was the new woman in his life. I understood that, but in the big picture, that is really irrelavant.
It was my home too, and I was the caretaker. I also worked and was raising two littles of my own. I had my own load to carry on top of what she was bringing into our home.
So what it all comes down to is communication. Your friend probably has no clue that these little things are eating at you. If she does, chances are she is so wrapped up in her own stress (and possible depression) that she can't deal with it right now and she is more than happy to have someone to share the load with. (coming home late etc...)
People have different ideals about what is important to them, and what is appropriate behavior.
You need to sit down and talk with your friend about how her ACTIONS make you FEEL. (Dr. Phil always says YOU teach people how to treat you! What have you taught her so far?)
Offer some sort of a compromise about the house work, babysitting etc... the equal sharing of DUTIES...you are not the only ADULT in the house.
If your friend is aware how much it costs to get poop out of carpets and she doesn't want to shoulder that cost EVERY time it happens, then I assure you, she will be far more proacitve in preventing it from happening in the first place, let alone LEAVING it lying around!
No different than raising kids, people need to understand boundaries and for better or for worse, know the consequences of their actions. Not everyone follows a code of ethic's that mirrors your own.
Assure her that your happy to help her, but that does not translate into a full time babysitter at her convenience.
Ultimately she needs to be accountable for her life. Whether she wants to be or not, that includes figuring out what areas of her life she needs help in , GETTING that help (even if it means professional help), and NOT taking advantage of giving situations.
She is blessed to have a friend that has been so supportive and generous with your time, energy and home. To save your sanity and your friendship, communicate with her.
If she is really a friend in return, she will be glad that you addressed the situation and the two of you can lay down some rules that will help you navigate this living arrangement and prevent future resentment from boiling up between you.
Good luck!
J. G. Reno
PS: If for some reason she responds poorly to your asking her to assume more responsibility, it may mean that she is angry that her 'free' ride is coming to an end.....so again, good luck.