I am so sorry you're going through this. My own marriage was blissful and then got much harder when the kids came along. I am so happy we have children, but they definitely require selflessness and a lot of attention and energy. I've seen my own parents have their ups and downs and watched them stayed committed through the hard times and now have something beautiful that I yearn for and know I can also have in my marriage if we stay committed through the difficult times. My mom actually recently had to give a persuasive speech in a college class, so she gave it on one of her passions -- marriage. Her message is so encouraging and hopeful that I'd like to share it with you and maybe you can share it with your husband:
A Committed and Loving Marriage by Francie Harris
A few weeks ago, I happened to see Dr. Curtis’s wife, Tonka, at Walmart. We visited for a little while and in the course of our conversation we started talking about marriage. Tonka told me that she didn’t realize what true happiness was until after she got married…and then it was too late! Actually, Dr. Curtis and his wife have been happily married for over 26 years, and I’m going to guess that like most married couples, they have experienced their share of challenges along the way. But I’m certain if you asked them they would both tell you that they are glad they made the decision to get married and to stay married. My husband and I have been married for 36 years, and I can tell you from personal experience that great happiness and fulfillment in life can be found through a committed and loving marriage between a man and a woman. I am convinced that the most important thing that a married couple can do to achieve this happiness is to be totally committed to their marriage.
One of my favorite songs is entitled “A Long Line of Love.” Written by Paul Overstreet, this song tells the story of a young couple who have decided to get married. When the girl expresses her concern about whether or not their marriage will endure, the young man responds:
“I come from a long line of love.
When the times get hard, we don’t give up.
Forever’s in my heart and in my blood;
You see, I come from a long line of love.”
I appreciate the message in this song because after 36 years of marriage I understand what it means not to give up when the times get hard—to stay committed through all the ups and downs that are inevitable in marriage. Unfortunately, there are many people in our society today who have chosen to give up on marriage—to either just live together without making marriage vows at all or to sever those vows if they become difficult to keep.
According to the Rutgers National Marriage Project more than half of all first-time marriages in the United States end in divorce, and the divorce rate for remarriages is even higher. The statistics for cohabitation are worse, with eight out of ten couples who cohabitate eventually choosing to break up.
In the book, “The Case for Marriage,” family sociologist Linda J. Waite and journalist Maggie Gallagher share research indicating that married people live longer, have better health, earn more money, accumulate more wealth, feel more fulfillment in their lives, enjoy more satisfying sexual relationships, and have happier and more successful children than those who remain single, cohabitate, or get divorced. Best-selling author and marriage therapist Michele Weiner-Davis claims that depression is almost three times as prevalent in women who have been divorced than in women who haven’t.
I realize that there are situations when divorce is a necessary solution. Certainly when one of the spouses or the children are being abused, then divorce is completely justified. Unfortunately, there are many people who feel that divorce is also justified when they are no longer attracted to each other, or they experience difficulties, or they’re unhappy in the marriage. There have been times in my own marriage when I have been miserable. There have been times when my husband and I could barely stand each other. But, as renowned author and speaker Gary Smalley states, “Love is a decision—not a feeling.” As humans we have the capacity to choose our thoughts and our behavior. We can choose to stay committed even when we feel like giving up.
For those who are struggling in their marriages, there are many helpful resources available. Additionally, the likelihood of an unhappy marriage improving dramatically all on its own is actually quite high. In research shared by the above-mentioned Waite and Gallagher, 86 percent of a group of unhappily married couples who chose to stay married, reported that five years later their marriages were either “very happy” or “quite happy.”
In her book, “Debt-Proof Your Marriage,” author Mary Hunt describes five stages that most couples experience in marriage. She calls Stage One “Magnetic Attraction,” when the couple is totally infatuated and in love. Stage Two is called “Reality’s Rude Awakening.” During this stage there are times of doubt, confusion, and frustration as the couple tries to adjust to the differences that manifest themselves after the honeymoon is over. Stage Three is titled “I Love You; Now Change!” Blame, hurt, and resentment move in where care and respect once resided. Some couples respond to all of the difficulties of Stage Three by simply giving up and calling it quits. Those who choose to remain married eventually reach Stage Four, which is called “Surrender and Acceptance.” Spouses in this stage come to accept the fact that they’ll probably never see eye to eye on many things, but there is a deep sense that despite their differences, they need each other. This acceptance creates a climate where compassion and understanding can emerge. This can then lead to the fifth and final stage called “Peace, Harmony, and Romantic Love.” Couples who make it to Stage Five often report that the romantic love of Stage One reappears, but with a stronger sense of caring due to the effect of time, commitment, and shared experiences.
I am happy to report that after 36 years of marriage, my husband and I have reached Stage Five, and it is a wonderful place to be. To those of you who are living with someone, but who have chosen not to make the full commitment that comes with marriage, I encourage you to make that commitment and then honor it with complete fidelity. To those of you who are married or who eventually decide to get married please don’t give up when you experience challenges and disappointments. Hang in there and keep trying. Make sure that, “When the times get hard, [you] don’t give up.” From personal experience, I assure you that as you choose to remain faithfully and lovingly committed in your marriage, you can experience great joy and fulfillment.