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I suffered from depression as I went through 4 failed rounds of IVF. I also developed "postpardum anxiety" after our daughter was born. Starting the search for a professional is daunting, as is entering counceling for the first time... unfortunately there is still a "stigma" attached. I personally think everyone would benefit from it, and sure beats just "waiting it out". You are not alone and I commend you for taking action!!!
If you don't like the first councelor you meet, don't give up. Just like relationships in general, there are certain people you click with, others you don't. Take some time and find someone you like who you feel listens! You should feel like you are talking to a good friend.
I can personally recommend Lori Demain in Oak Park. Not sure of her insurances, but she has experience with parenting concerns and is a mother of twins. Lori Demain ###-###-####
Much luck to you, and feel free to email me with questions, etc!