Hi. I've gone through a bit of everything with this...so here's my rundown of natural (I've also spent time on medication too):
-bio-identical progesterone - you need usually 20 mg per day - calculate from the tube the amount per oz and figure out what you need. It's available at Fruitful Yield or online many places (I've used Now & Emerita brands, and started with 200 mg compounded as a prescription until my insurance ran out)
-5-HTTP up to 400 mg per day is ok for someone over 150 lbs - worked ok for me
-GABA - didn't work to well for me
-Tahitian Noni Juice from www.tni.com worked good...it was the last piece in the puzzle when I was on medication and couldn't come to a balance and kept having reactions to the other meds so severely I landed in the ER repeatedly. Contact me if you want more details on amounts.
-Prayer - big one...releasing the problems to God and trying as hard as you can to let them go to him and not take them back...hard I know. ;)
-Exercise - I run 2 days a week now for 40-60 mins and it feels great! It allows me the ability to get the stress out and I feel so great every time I go faster and or farther. I would like to get more days in.
-Crying when you need to...get a sad movie if you have to.
-A S. lamp. Got that last winter and it was great. I used it while I ate my breakfast and it helped my mood. I crave the S..
I took medication while I had to since my depression was life threatening, but once I could have control and see that I could have a control over my moods more than I thought, I was able to have that lift that encouraged me. I stayed on the meds for 2 more years to guarantee I was stable and then weaned myself off. It was pregnancy that helped me find that my issue was more hormonally related to the progesterone and I started that as soon as my daughter was born...it was a literal life saver. I still have times, but they are not as bad and now I am testing to see if I can break away from the progesterone and see if my body has recovered - I stopped using plastic food containers helping to lower my estrogen which was the main culprit.
I know, probably too long of a post, but I know exactly were you are going. The side effects are scary and for one medicine that I was on for less than a month I had lingering issues for over 3 yrs after stopping, so I am avoiding going back on unless the natural does not work and it's a life and death situation again.
I wish you all the best and feel free to write me back with any questions.
H.