Ouch. I've always done lots of reading. The best parenting books I could find. The ones that have most recently topped my list, and which you'll find useful for the amazing information they offer, are How to Talk So Kids Will Listen, and Listen So Kids Will Talk, by Faber and Mazlish, (there's also a teen version), and Nurture Shock, New Thinking About Children, by Po Bronson & Ashley Merryman, a downright amazing exploration of why so much of what we believe about raising kids is just plain wrong. (I've loaned my copy to my son-in-law, a very discerning reader, and he is wowed by the book.)
The wisdom in these books won't totally restore your son into the adoring child you're used to, but they will help you understand some things from his point of view that will better equip you to face the next few years. Your connection will improve, at least over whatever it would be without this wise coaching.
My daughter started in with some of the typical adolescent-teen 'tudes about the time I married her step-father, when she was 11. Life was sometimes rough for all of us, and even more so when we foster-parented a troubled friend of hers when the girls were 13. That manic arrangement lasted the better part of a year before I realized it was going to totally break our family. There were some unfortunate wedges that persisted, but they did get much better when Foster Child was placed with a more experienced family.
The thing that will carry you through is the love and close bonding you have already established with your son. He's entering a phase of his life in which he's going to think he simply knows more than you, no matter what evidence suggests otherwise.
But there will be times he knows how much he loves and needs you, too, especially as you give him opportunities to make his own inevitable mistakes. Those little blessed islands of love and connection will probably be enough to carry you through. And eventually, he will emerge into adulthood, and he'll be able to relax and appreciate you again.
I'm wishing you both the best.