Dear S.:
I am a very experienced woman, three marriages and two kids. Let me tell you something, you are blind. When a man loves a woman he wants to be with her all the time. My first husband when I was 20 did not wanted to work he was always at the university. I gave him a deadline after 4 years of marriage. Three months to graduate and get a job or its divorce, I was paying all the bills with my work and did't have time for myself, I took care of not getting pregnant. He did not comply and I got a divorce. My second, cheated on me when our son was 3 years old. He was a professor at the university and when I found out that he made it with a lot of his students, I filed for divorce, he was too much and I didn't want to get aids or something else. The third is 12 years older than me and I am still with him, we have been together for 21 years now and he is what I needed, good father, good husband and most important he really loves me.We have a daughter and he raised my 3year old boy. I met him doing excersise at a park, he was a widow. Back to your case, you have three choices. Either you keep your mouth shut and keep on being an unhappy woman, or you stand up to him and say its enough! I want a divorce or give him his own medicine. YES! give him his own medicine. You say you got family, ask someone in your family to take the kids for a night and after your hubby goes to fish, you go to a pub and have fun, invite a girfriend so you have witness you didn't cheated, come home later than him, you got to keep cool on this, he is going to make a fuss of it. When he gets home from fishing you are not going to be home nor the kids. He cannot say your an irresponsible mother because you left your kids with family, he cannot say you are cheating because if he does you are going to tell him these words, ("Me cheating?, like you and your friend fishing? Are you cheating on me with him or somebody else?" I am a young woman and I feel very stressed, I need a life, I need distraction, I need help around the house, which you are not giving. You work and fish all the time and what do I do? Raising my children alone? If you don't like it get used to it, because everytime you go fishing, I am going out too! and if you can't stand it , take care of us or get a divorce if I am a burden to you.") I forgot to ask you if you work, if not get a job and start planning, if you don't have studies I suggest you take short course in something and start planning. If you don't work, don't do what I told you before, because as I see it he does not love you anymore and wants to quit. Men most of them are too coward to leave they do a lot of things to you so that you leave, not him. There is a lot of help from the government for studying, prepare yourself for leaving, study, get a job save some money after you get a job, and leave. You are very young and can find a better husband and a better father for your kids, they don't deserve this, neither you. Get therapy but for yourself. You got to raise that selfsteem, and face it, is over, you waited too long, you should have stopped him the first week he went fishing. And don't tell me you can't leave him because you love him thats bull! how can you love a man that does not spend time with you, wakeup, get a life, I did and I feel very happy. Be brave I know is not easy but you can do it.