OMG! You are not alone! Some of it is normal give-and-take of parenting and some goes over the top. Eleven years of this and I finally woke up that we need outside help with a licensed marriage and family counselor. I don't have any answers yet. But we're working on it. Some of it is my baggage. Some is my husband's. Some is our son's.
Let's just say we're very different people who approach many things differently...not everything...but most, especially when it comes to responding to our son. Some of it is the gone-all-day-and-don't-want-to-be-the-bad-guy thing. But I think it's deeper than that. Expectations borne out from our upbringing; things we want to do differently than our parents; things we unwittingly repeat from our parents' upbringing, etc. It's enough to pull your hair out!
My husband is sure in himself and is convinced his way is the right way sometimes. He's not an ogre, but he's also not comfortable walking in other people's moccasins at times when I wish he were. Mix that with a woman who isn't always so sure of herself and the fun begins. I'm not a milquetoast. But parenting together is the hardest thing I've ever experienced with my husband.
My mom was here a month or two ago and I asked her how she dealt with XYZ when we were kids (6 of us). She responded with something that rings very true for me. She said, "I don't know, I never dealt with that. I dealt with the behaviors a few steps earlier so I never had to deal with XYZ."
LESSON 1--Better to deal with the issue at hand directly than push it off later when it will be harder to solve.
In some ways our mothers had it easier...they did the job of raising us mainly on their own. My dad was certainly present but the majority of the raising of us (teaching, discipline, etc) came from her. If there was a difference, he would defer to her for a "united front".
On the other hand, my husband is very engaged and involved in our son's upbringing. Most of me is delighted with this; I don't get all the credit but I also don't get all the blame! : ) Problem is, it's messier when two are parenting than just one.
LESSON 2--Be careful what you hope for, you might just get it.
I like what I read in a newsletter recently. Unfortunately, it's not on-line yet, so I'll pull the quote from Wendy Hill's article. (If it ever gets posted it will be found on http://www.thefamilycenter.us/ Fall 07 newsletter) It's based on 10 priorities developed by a school focused on character development--The Biggest Job: Hyde School’s Outreach Program. The priority written about was "Truth Over Harmony":
"The first Priority and the foundation of them all, is Truth Over Harmony. Most of us consider ourselves to be honest people and we value the truth, but when we look more carefully, we may see something different. Harmony here is defined as the overriding tendency to want to get along. For instance, we might find ourselves overlooking inappropriate behavior to keep the peace or giving in to avoid a struggle more often than not. Harmony in itself is not a bad thing and there are times when we intentionally choose harmony, but we want to look at the weight of our foot: In my family do we tend to be honest with each other and willing to struggle with difficult issues or are we more focused on smoothing things over, on avoiding honest feelings to keep the peace? When this priority becomes a working principle, we become more aware of our choices and intentions. We notice that working through the tougher issues brings us a more genuine peace.
"Perhaps most important about all of the Priorities is our modeling for our children the qualities we want to see in them as they become young adults. We continue to be models throughout our lives, even after our children are no longer at home, and it is never too late to begin. Family principles are those values and beliefs that lie at the very center, the heart of our family. They guide our behavior and decisions and strengthen our family as a whole."
LESSON 3--It's never too late. (I like that...)
Sorry I don't have more answers, only observations, but I wish you luck!
In a nutshell, this all takes me back to the first LESSON--better to deal with the issue at hand directly than push it off later when it will be harder to solve. Let me tell ya! We're still dealing with this and our son is 11 years old! Some heads are thicker than others. I never would have labeled my husband a saboteur, but that's what he is! (Of course, I'm sure he thinks that's what I am, too.) Ah, the joys of parenting with two parents!