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Try a spiritual route! God can help and wants to. It's so true. I was on quite a few anti-depressants, and still felt the bitter pain of depression. I felt worthless, tired, ugly, and ashamed. I was already attending church, but wasn't changing. So, I began attending a church in Arlington called Center Point. I learned basic principles that completely transformed my life. I began going there because I wanted my kids to know God, but during the year and a half of attending, I've grown into a great relationship with Him. Sure, he uses people like Lucinda Bassett to help people. Still, wouldn't it be better to get that healing from her Creator?! The One who gave her the insight?! I would think so and know so! Anyway, if you're skeptical and would rather not go that route, than I'll share a principal that has broken every self-loathing pattern in my life and that my friend is love. Without love we are nothing. Love you as you are, everything about you is perfect as is. You're smile, your tears, your dreams, your fears are all perfect. They complete you. So, DECIDE to love you with all your heart and work on being positive. It doesn't happen overnight, it's a process that you must actively work on one day at a time. Words of affirmation are always good to improve your mindset. Best wishes and it will get better, but it's up to you to make it happen!!!