You cannot change In-Laws.
Your Husband cannot change them either.
They are as they are.
They are TOXIC. To say the least.
Your Husband can try. Sure. But don't bank on it.
Then your Husband has issues too.
His behavior.
Where are your parents?
Are they close by?
They should be a priority too, if you have a baby.
Your Husband, is similar to his parents.
So, you cannot expect him to totally see your point of view on it.
He does not.
He as you said, is more concerned about how THEY perceive you.
They are Dysfunctional... so they WILL NOT see you, as a normal person. They will always have, a skewed perspective. Of you and their place in your/your Husband's lives. With children or not.
You don't have children now. And they act like this.
With a baby, it will probably, be worse.
They have no boundaries.
And your Husband has his issues.
Again, it will not change.
They will not change.
They are just highly Toxic.
But it is YOU and your Husband, that DECIDES AND CHOOSES, what kind of lives, you have, together, With a baby or not.
It is not up to your In-laws.
You BOTH, have to stand up to them.
AND your Husband has to be on your, side.
You BOTH, need to do this.
My friend has very toxic In-Laws. Even her Husband couldn't stand it.
They... had to disown them.
They tried for years... but in-laws do not change.
But now, they are happy and have the kind of family they want and with no toxicity, upon their kids either.
Her In-Laws, were very bad.
You AND your Husband, has to be on the same page about this... and in handling your In-Laws, now or with a baby.
Or it will not get better.
Toxic people.. DO NOT CARE how nice you are to them or not. Because, they will ALWAYS cause issues and problems.
And they will hurt YOU, and your family.
DOES your Husband, 'want to' keep up this vicious cycle? And create his own family... to be just like his own family and his parents????
HE has to think about that. Then, like a Man, CHOOSE to do so or not.
That is a choice.
Does he want to raise, a child.... in this kind of TOXIC scenario? Because, a child will learn from it and repeat the vicious cycle or not.
Depending on the parental direction they choose for their child.
SO- you and your Husband, have to discuss this.
First.
You/Hubby and/or baby... with either be at your In-Law's whims and problems... OR, you will direct your own sailboat.
So, you will continue to be at the brunt of their problems and be used as their rubbish-can, or not.
Hubby has to decide this, and you.
**You both already have had, in your ONLY 1 year or marriage, TONS AND TONS of problems, because of the In-Laws.
And it affects your marriage. Your relationship with Hubby and he with you.
So, you need to solve this.
Now, per your marriage, and now, for if/when you both have a baby.
A baby, will not make these problems go away. At all.
His family, will never be, a "Hallmark" kind of family nor nice.
The GOOD thing is, you and your Husband can solve this, before you have a baby. By, CHOOSING, how you will have your own lives.... separate from them. And by choosing, NOT to take their Toxic ways.
And choosing... a healthier dynamic in your lives. Breaking, their vicious cycle.
Blood, does not make a family.