I have been married for over 15 yrs now. My hubby has had issues with holding down a job for most of the marriage. He has worked off & on here & there, but it has been a while since he has had a weekly paycheck. He has started doing odd jobs around the neighborhood since I was laid-off last July. I have been searching for a job, but with the economy I've only had a few interviews and am looking at going back to school & get a state certification to help me become more "marketable" since my 12 years at my last employer & 7 years as an accounting clerk aren't really helping me.
We have fought over him not working... it has been a big strain on our marriage. My dream has always been to be a house wife, not the head of the house. I do feel your pain as far a being overwieght (I was over 200# for 12 years and lost 35# after loosing my job), we also don't have the funds to go out & do stuff, if we go on vacation - it is camping & only because my father-in-law pays for the campsite & puts gas in my car to get us to & from the site.
We have started doing the Fall Hiking Spree & are going to do the Spring Walking Spree through our local Metro Park. We spend lots of time in our local Metro Parks... we have 6 or 7 of them with in just about 15 min from our house. We also take the kids to local school (when they are closed) to play on the playground. My kids are a little younger 6, 4 1/2, & 2 1/2, I also have a 15 yr old that doesn't live w/ us & a baby due in July. But we usually go places as a family including the grocery store.
Right now we are living off my unemployment & the fund he gets from odd jobs - if he gets them. The winter months were hard, because most people don't have work done on their homes & there is no grass to be mowed or gardens to be maintained. Our home isn't that expensive & the only reason I have a cell phone is cause my in-laws added me to their plan & I pay them for the year w/ the tax return, but even if I didn't pay them - they would leave it on for protection of the grandkids (I had a lot of car troubles when I was prego w/ my 4 1/2 yr old & walked to many times in the middle of winter with him - it scared them and they when out got it for me. You have to understand that a woman in our area was kidnapped, killed & her baby cut out of her around the same time... which is why they were so concerned - which I completely understand.)
Anyways, I do feel your pain... but until he is willing to "better" himself & step up to the plate so to speak, you won't be able to set him up a plan. You can keep working on yourself & try to better yourself, but he will have to choose to help himself. If you have a hobby you are interested in, get into it if you can - he will either follow or not, if he doesn't - it will give you alone time doing something you love. My hubby was a good home-hubby, but he knows I'm happier and less stressed now then I ever was working. Which is part of the reason he is doing the odd jobs... he can make good money doing them when they are available. He actually was at one point making what I made in a week in just 2 days... which is sad cause I put 12 yrs in the place.
I wish you luck - I don't know if I have been helpful or not, but I do want you to know I feel your pain. I love my hubby dearly & my family is my world... personnaly I would do anything to protect & take care of them - which is why I worked even when I truely wasn't happy. But I wouldn't give up my man or family to change it... eventhough a haircut more then once every 5 years would be nice & cloths more often would be great. I've got to the point were I feel guilty if I by for myself... although I did got spend $40 on myself yesterday, because the only pair of paint that fit me right now got a big hole in the butt & I had to have something to wear outside the house and my PJ pants just won't do. So, eventhough it was a 100% need I still feel bad for spending the $ on me and not on my family... guess that is just part of being a loving low-income or poor mom.
Take care! I hope you can find some peace and happiness w/in your life!