Hi C.,
I am the mother of four boys from two marriages. After the birth of my third son, my second asked me if I had to give one of them away, which would I choose. Internally he was questioning where he fit in the family. He was six at the time. The first father was rarely in the picture and broke many many promises. My first remained hopeful (about their father's love), my second became a very hurt and angry young man. He was very hateful toward me.
My second husband and I took him to counseling and we learned that all of the letdowns and lack of his father's love and attention was at the root of the problem. He had to learn that while it was ok for him to be angry with his father, it was not ok to take it out on me. When he got ugly or disrespectful he had to go into his bedroom and sit in the middle of his bed and think about why he was there. This helped some.
We had a major blow out when he was about thirteen and he push me over the edge. I completely lost my temper with him. After things calmed, I went into his bedroom and told him that what I had done was wrong and for that I was sorry, but that he was wrong too. I also told him that while I didn't always like what he did, that I always loved him and that wasn't going to change no matter what he did to try to make me hate him. I told him that he had six years left in my home and that we weren't going to have a repeat performance, that he would loose all of his privledges and would spend the next six years looking at the four walls of his room when he wasn't at school.
We really talked and I REALLY listened. We gained an incredible understanding of each other and he realized how much he was hurting me by his actions. He also realized that I was in it for the long haul and I wasn't going to give up and leave him no matter what he did.
I would suggest that you take each of your children, one at a time, where they would be embarassed to create a scene (to lunch, for ice cream or a smoothie). Have a heart to heart and get to the bottom of why they behave the way they do. My guess is there is a lot of hurt and anger at their father for the way he treats them and don't know how to handle it. They might even think that at some point you are going to walk out of their lives the way he did. You also need to open up to them calmly and let them know how much they hurt you and how much you love them. They need to know that they are the most important thing in your life.
Please feel free to email me if I can help. I truly understand how frustrating it is to not be able to reach them. Good luck!
L.