A.P.
OK!! 1st of all, I have several things to say, but the 1st IS that Allison is right & wrong. The AA is NOT for YOU! (although you maybe should read a book on codependence, on you being co-dependent on your sister?..) but the AA is & should be for your sister. BUT..
2nd-IF YOUR SISTER OR ANYONE ELSE IS SUICIDAL THAN ADMIT THEM TO A HOSPITAL. PERIOD. It may be "dramatic" but my best friend just shot himself a month ago, and YOUR OWN MOTHER has killed herself. HONESTLY, I don't know how your sister is still alive. YOU NEED TO GET HER HELP ASAP!! There is a website called suicide.com. its about suicide survivors, and again..with your case also it has help for those who are not dead YET.
CALL YOUR SISTERS PSYCH AND TELL THEM WHATS GOING ON BC CHANCES ARE SHE *OBVIOUSLY* IS DEAD LYING TO THEM TO GET PILLS. IF SHE MEANS ANYTHING TO YOU, TELL ON HER!!!!!!!!
There is not time for 'thinking' about it. there is not time for 'weighing options' or 'wishing...whatever'..DO IT. Check out the website, it'll have WAY more info than i could help you with. I wish you the BEST of luck, and will pray for you. ~Nicole P