You cant possibly keep your "own" identity. Your identity will change to, wonderful cozy warm homemaker and full time kisser of boo boos and cuddle machine. Your new identity will be the most important job any woman could do. You are raising the next generation. You are the main teacher, lover and influence of your children.
You get to provide a loving, caring and fun atmosphere for your little ones. A lot of this can be done in the comfort of your jammies. Wah hoo.
It does take a little while to figure out your at home groove. Some things have to be scheduled and organized. DON'T over stress too much about housework or you will never get any time to enjoy the kids. You will discover all of a sudden there are even less hours in the day than there were before. I don't know now how I ever worked a full time job and still did my home and mommy stuff.
Play the first few weeks by ear. You can try things and omit things as they come up. I've been home for 3 years, and I'm still trying new things.
I plan dinner meals each week, this has made shopping cheaper and easier. I clip coupons. Try this site athriftymom.com, she is fabulous. You can do all sorts of fun outdoor stuff for free. I utilize the 2nd hand stores in my town. You wouldn't believe the nice name brand stuff I've found for only a few dollars per item.
I try to get up the same time everyday and to bed at night the same. I get up every morning and fix my husbands lunch and coffee. I like to get up before the kids for some much coveted alone time with my love.
Make sure you try to go outside at least once a day. It gets so easy to just stay indoors and sometimes this gets a little crazy and annoying. It's okay not to fold the load of laundry on the couch and take a 10 minute walk with your kids instead.
It absolutely can be done. My husband has a very very small salary, we have 5 children, we own our house and cars and have no debt. I try to save money wherever possible and we save for things we cant afford right away. Staying out of debt is a major necessity when you're penny pinching.
And, make sure you don't get into the SAHM rut where you nag your husband and insist he help with housework. There is nothing harder for a man working hard to provide than an unhappy wife who doesn't appreciate him. It's so easy to let the stress of the day come out toward him, BUT DON'T DO IT.
We get our children at home for about 20 years tops. And then it's over. 20 years is such a short time in out lives. I love being the one to help my kids live it. When they are grown and gone, I'll go back to working outside the home.
Congratulations on raising your own children. What a blessing.