Hi K.,
Been there…
Here are a couple of resources that might help... This is the study material for a small group I briefly attended for blended families. Our children are pretty much grown now, but I've learned that that fact doesn't change the dynamics of a blended family. I highly recommend this book:
http://www.successfulstepfamilies.com/ecommerce.php/mode/...
Also, this is a great website, created by the author of the book, where you can find more resources and the help that you need:
http://www.successfulstepfamilies.com/
I have two teenagers, one 19 and one 18. My 18 year old daughter has had a rough time of it because of the previous marriage, so we did our best to help her out and she decided when she turned 18 that she didn't want to live here anymore. My 19 year old son likes having a step-dad and likes living with us, even though he is old enough to be on his own.
But he didn't always feel that way. When I was a single Mom, he was the man of the house. He had to do some major role-switching and that can be stressful. He wanted me to be happy, yet he didn’t know if he could trust my new husband to take over. So there was some conflict. My husband, who also had never married before, was new to this and didn’t understand my son’s behavior either.
We have been married for five years now, and we are just beginning to see the teenage tendencies to wane and the responsible choices and perks of adulthood show up… How beautiful the smallest of them look after going through the teen years.
Now, my son thinks of my husband as his mentor and very good friend. He still calls him by his first name, but calls him his Dad when introducing him to others. My son seems to need and gravitate toward my new husband more than he does to me now. I think that is good. He needs a man to be a positive influence in his life and my husband is well aware now of the crucial role he plays in my son’s life. I just want you to know that there is hope, and that it is typical to hear things such as, "You're not my Dad!" at first. So wait, before you pull the plug on anyone just yet...
I'm sure that you love your new husband very much. You probably don't want to lose anyone else! And I'm sure your husband loves you very much too, and even though he gets frustrated, he doesn't want to lose you or your son either. Rightfully so... It's time to hang on to each other and never let go. You know what divorce does to a family, and your husband, although not divorced before, should know after talking to you that it is not a pretty thing either. Don't be willing to give anyone up! You need each other. You are a team. It is just as much your son's responsibility to walk in love as it is your husbands, and yours too.
So, visit the website, get the book. Be encouraged. (Know that there is a testosterone thing between men that women don't understand as well.) And try to find Ron Deal's seminar or a small group on step-families in your area for you and your husband to attend. We went just before we were married, and the nuggets of wisdom available there are priceless! And in every case, not just yours, I have to say that it can save marriages, lives, relationships, and help create the peace we all so desperately need at home. Feed them, love them, and nurture them... and enjoy doing it... don't let anyone steal your joy. Know that I am praying for you.
Often, God's richest blessings are not what we expect, but I pray that they are yours!
J.