When my husband & I got married 22 years ago we both had good jobs and purchased a small home. We saved, we prepared and we had lots of plans for the future. When our daughter was born 4 years later with a facial tumor, a problem with her hip and Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis everything changed. Nothing prepared us for this. I never for one moment thought my life would be so difficult and we would have to struggle the way we have.
I gave up my insurance career to care for our daughter and we struggled to make ends meet on a electrician's weekly salary of $400 at that time. The insurance company denied coverage for the surgeries our daughter would need so I held garage sales and fund raisers and begged and pleaded with anyone that would help us. That was our first lesson. Never underestimate the kindness of strangers. The insurance company eventually paid "some" of the medical costs but since her doctor was in another state and not in our insurance network, all of our travel expenses were not covered. Our daughter has had 12 operations so far. We did a lot of traveling. When the children at school did not accept her physical differences and she became an outcast we decided to homeschool. We had two mortgages, mounting medical bills, credit card debt and the possibility of foreclosure and 18 years later we still do. We have no money for retirement and now our daughter is attending college. On top of everthing else she was diagnosed with OCD & ADD several years ago. Believe me when I tell you that her 12 operations were a piece of cake in comparison to the OCD/ADD, therapy & daily struggles she faces. All we ever wanted was for our daughter to be happy and she struggles with that. This diagnosis has been more devastating than the surgery and debt.
I sacrificed everything for my family. I sold all of little bit of jewelry I had and anything of value because monetary things mean nothing. Everyone visited the dentist except me since I already knew I needed a ton of work that we could never afford. In fact, by the time I got to the dentist I had a massive infection that went through the root and into my jaw. I was on antibiotics and lost 3 teeth. I have been told that my teeth are loose, I need a ton of crowns and if I don't get to it soon I will lose my teeth. Here I am getting ready to finally try to get back to work after 18 years and now this. I need my beautiful smile. My family counts on it. It is what has gotten us through these tough times. Positive thinking and lots of prayers. But how will we ever get out of debt?
I don't have all of the answers but I have learned a lot.
1) Pay the minimum but pay your debts "on time". Good credit means everything! I am not joking. You auto insurance is lower if you have good credit. Some jobs won't hire you if you have bad credit. Unfair but true.
2) Don't be too proud to ask for help. Never underestimate the kindness of strangers.
3) Research home remedies. Some really do work. I use Noxema on my feet to soften them and make them smell good, Apple Cider Vinegar & Water for Acid Reflux, Vicks for hemmoroids(yes it did work for me)
4) The Internet is your friend! Use it, research, ask questions. We never qualified for any assistance because my husband made too much money. Hah! So, I had to get very creative & learned about Freecycle, Coupons, Angel Food Ministries, Thrift Stores, Garage Sales, Ebay, Craigslist, Yahoo Groups, Sliding scale fees, dental schools and more.
5) Try to eat healthy & exercise. It is challenging BUT if you do not have your health, you have nothing. Don't forget to floss(really important).
6) Knowledge is power. Learn how to color you own hair, groom your dogs, mow the lawn, clean your carpet, cook HOMEMADE, etc. There are ways to cut back on the Air Conditioning, Heat, Groceries, etc. and there are lots of websites and tips on the Internet to help.
7) Smile, laugh & have a sense of humor. If you cannot find something to laugh & smile about every day, you will have an even tougher time. I wake up with a smile every day and it makes a huge difference to my family. Do not underestimate the power of positive thinking. You CAN do it!
8) HELP OTHERS! IF NOTHING ELSE, DONATE YOUR TIME. Nothing is more rewarding or uplifting than helping someone else in need. Your used items are someone elses treasure. I have helped people by researching things on the Internet that could benefit them. I offer advice here on Mamapedia :o). I have helped people write resumes. I have cooked meals, donated blankets to a shelter, etc. I set an example for our daughter. Everyone is struggling. Don't forget to share.
9) Ask the doctor for free samples of medicine you need. My doctor & the drug companies have been very helpful. Rite Aid has a great discount drug program & there are others offering discounts too.
10) You get more bees with honey. DON'T FORGET THESE TWO MOST IMPORTANT WORDS - THANK YOU! Yes, don't forget to thank the people that help you. Forget about trying to send gifts and I think emails are a bit impersonal. A heartfelt hand written note means more to people than you can possibly imagine. When they know that their efforts are really, really appreciated and they know that they are truly helping you, they will continue to do so if you say THANK YOU! I kid you not. THIS IS IMPORTANT PEOPLE!
These struggles made me stronger, wiser and more appreciative and compassionate than ever. There are lessons to be learned in everything we experience, good and bad. Reach out to your neighbor, don't judge until you know the person's story or history. Sometimes things are not always what they seem.