Hi D.:
The first thing A mother needs to come to grips with in her quest for help is that shes not going to find a childcare provider who will care for her babies,like she does.I don't care if they were a nanny for Princess Diane.There is absolutely no substitute for A Mothers nurturing.When we are left with no options and must work outside the home,then we have to think logically and responsibly to insure our children are safe,secure,and cared for properly.Unfortunately,we must rely a great deal on our intuition and judge of character. We want an individual who displays A capable,trustworthy,demeanor and one who's capable of providing patience and compassion,toward our little ones,in our absence.Sadly, This is not an easy task.It's a fact,that as human beings,we always are on our (best behavior) when we first introduce ourselves,or are trying to impress someone.You almost have to have a real knack for reading people. You cannot trust,that everything written on ones resume is factual. Its up to you to check out her past record.Make calls and inquire about her from those who employed her. Don't assume,because she has a license,that shes good at what she does.I answered an AD for a Christian,licensed day care provider,and was horrified when I picked up my two year old,sobbing,telling me that the woman's punishment for taking a toy from her son,was holding his head in a bathtub full of water!! Frankly D.,if I were you,I'd feel a lot more secure in leaving my baby in a daycare,with more than one provider.They have their peers watching,and there's less apt to be any mistreatment,or neglect of your child.If she has her older sister there with her,it would make an easier adjustment.I wish you the very best in your search. J. M