I, would try to call some of the counselers and ask, if they would do a counseltation over the phone. You will get a good fell or not, if they are the one you are comfortable with. I got depressed after 3 months of having my daughter, it was because her father was not supportive or emotionally there for me. There is a reason we feel alientated, but a good counselor or even a pastor at church could help you work through these emotions. Most Pastors at Church will give their service freely. You don't have to pay. If you know of a Church, you attent, or a friend knows of it's worth looking into. Calvary Chapel on Hampden and Buckley might be a good place to start.
Now as far as Anti-depressants, I myself have had a horrible experience as well as close friends. The side effects, the harm they cause to your major functioning organs, not to mention hormones and seritonin levels. You would be better off seeking a free Nutricianist@ Vitamin Cottage. There is on on Leetsdale and Holly. It's between Holly and Colorado BLVD. Can't miss it on the North side of st. Fish oil, Primrose oil, specifically balances out hormones and it's natural made from roses. What is your blood type?
If you are Type A like me, flax or codliver oil are recommended. I also know of a Female Licensed and certified Dr. Jennifer ____@____.com name is A. Cordova you can email me @ ____@____.com or call ###-###-####
God bless and I know you will be ok!