K., the first time I experienced a panic attack, I was driving the CA freeway. I thought I was going to die. I pulled off the road, turned around and went back home. I could not breath, I felt like if I did not get out the car, I was literally going to die. Alone and scared, I turned to a friend who worked in the medical field. PANIC ATTACK! First time I ever heard these words.
Pills were the first treatment and when those did not work. I do not tolerate medications well. I turned to meditation and breathing exercises. When I would feel one coming on, I had to take myself to a quiet room with no one else around. I would start deep breathing exercises to ease the attack. It has been the only thing to work for me.
Knowing what you are dealing with and excepting "what it is, Panic Attacks" is the biggest step. We tend to think it is a heart attack or that we are truly going to die.
I can not tell you how many times I was on my way to work and had to turn around and go home. I would go to my doctor and he would tell me it was all in my head and to take a vacation. Yah, sure, easy for him to say. I had my annual physicals regularly, so I knew I was ok with everything else. Exceptance and Learning how to deal with the attacks. Deep breathing exercises.
My heart goes out to you.
Blessings,
K.