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I so understnad what you are going through. I understnad the pain and guilt that as a mom you may be feeling about abolishing the paicifier and the looks that you probably get when people realize that your son still uses a pacifier.
Last year my son was 3 heading to 4 ... ... we had tried a number of things but nothing ... nothing seemed to work. Then my Brownie Troop decided that with their cookie money they wanted to go to Teddy Bear Connections (similar to Build A Bear) ... ... well I had the bright idea to let my son cmoe with us (he loves trips with his girls) and to allow him to stuff a critter. The catch ... all his binkies had to go in there and be sewn up. He chose a black lab ... we stuffed it and put each binkie in (multiple ones because he is my baby and I was not ready to let him grow up) ... ... then we put in its heart ... ... sewed him up ... ... named him and dressed him in a really cool police outfit.
The first few nights were a little rough but he knew he was not getting them back ... he could feel them through the stuffing so he usually went to sleep holding onto one through the stuffing. Each night got a little easier and to this day when he is having a bad day he will get dog dog and cuddle up with him.
Hope that helps and good luck!!!!!