D.P.
I am so sorry to hear of your struggles. I would call the Salvation Army, or Toys for Tots. I know the Toys for Tots has a website that gives specific instructions on how to request toys for your children. I am sure the Salvation Army has something similar, and there are several local branches in Raleigh and surrounding areas. I do hope you have a wonderful holiday in spite of the obstacles you are facing. Please know that I am keeping you in my prayers.