D.B.
Hi S.,
Congratulations on your second pregnancy. I had gestational diabetes with my second pregnancy as well, and they think that I actually had it with my first but did not catch it in time.
I was diagnosed very early on, and so was taking insulin for about 35 weeks. If they suggest you take insulin, here are a couple of tips.
1. Ask for the "pen" doser. It looks like a very large pen that you screw the needles onto and then "dial" the correct amount of insulin. For some reason, this made me feel a lot better about taking insulin. Maybe it was psychological, but the needles just looked a lot smaller than the normal syringe.
2. Yes, you most likely will have to shoot yourself in your stomach with the insulin. Just find a place where your baby isn't and then poke around a little bit until you find a place that doesn't hurt. Trust me, I was a HUGE baby about needles, but these darn things are so small that you can find places on your tummy where you don't feel a thing. On the reverse, I will warn you that there are a couple of places where it will hurt like crazy! That's why I suggest just poking around a little bit before you inject.
3. If you can, ask for the Freestyle Flash monitor for checking your sugar. In the beginning, my fingers were so darn sore from checking my sugar all of the time, and I almost stopped doing it. Then I noticed that the Freestyle allows you check elsewhere on your body. I started using my forearms, and there is virtually no pain on that area!! Thank goodness, considering I had to do this for 35 weeks!
4. I did try to eat more healthy with all of this, but I will admit that I still had my chocolate and occasional pig outs.
I guess it was all okay because my son was born perfectly healthy with no blood sugar problems, albeit a little small (6 lbs. 6 0z.). My daughter was over 9 lbs. (ouch for a first pregnancy), so I was not used to such a small guy, but he doubled his weight within two months! He's now a little over 5 months, and he's very healthy, happy and definitely developing faster than his sister. Rachael did not walk until 14 months, and I won't be surprised if this little guy does it around 9 to 10.
All in all, being diagnosed with gestational diabetes is not a death sentence, and you will make it through. It's normal to feel very depressed about it, and feel like you "failed" for some reason. At least, I did.
I hope this helps a little bit. Good luck with everything. Having two is definitely a new dimension to motherhood, but it's also so worth it!
D.