K.C.
O hunny I feel you, I feel that way all the time about my old friends, about my looks, etc Im in a hole where im to weak to even scream for help. I love my husband and my two boys but i look back and think I work in a kiosk in a mall and im in my 30's I didnt lose my baby weight and so now the hot wife my husband use to have is now just a average mommy that makes hamburger helper instead of chicken fried steaks, my friends dont call anymore and i dont even like running into them at walmart bc i never wear makeup and my roots are showing. My family is all within 30 mins of me and they never call unless they need something, they dont help me with my kids any so i pretty much dont make time for them anymore, altho i do still show up at bday parties for thier kids but its just bc i dont wanna be deemed as the b***h sister that doesnt do anything lol Sorry pity party for me today lol hopefully tomorrow we will wake up and crawl outta this hole and look at the world and our lives different. sigh i need a martini now lol