Hi K.
I haven't taken Lexapro yet, but my daughter who is now 17, was on it for a short period of time, about 4-5 years ago. She went thru a period where she was doing some things and having a hard time dealing with disappointing me (even though I didn't know that she was "experimenting", she knew what she was doing would disappoint me). When I noticed her grades dropping, and her change in attitude, I knew something was up....unfortunately I had to hospitalize her for 4 days after the doctor put her on Zoloft...(which now it has been noted increases in teenagers suicidal ideations..which it did to her, hence the hospitalization)....anyway, the doctor at the hospital put her on the Lexapro, and in time I could see a big difference in her, a positive one. Her grades improved, her attitude improved, she was back to being 'my little girl' again. No, it didnt make her numb, and she was only on it a short time, because 1. when she realized that, yes, she had dissappointed me, but I also forgave her and encouraged her, explainging that it really was ok to tell me things...that yes, I may be angry, and yes she may get punished, but I will never stop loving her......
Also, my doctor has decided to put me on it as of Thursday. I suffered a work related injury in July, and since then my weight has slowly climbed...causing a cycle....I go to work, come home and sit on couch with my leg up...I get sad, frustrated and eat...my knee hurts so I don't exercise, therefore gaining more weight..I work at a hospital so he sees me frequently, and made the remark that I don't smile or laugh anymore....so we agreed to try the Lexapro.....
So I guess what I am saying is we can take it together and see what happens.....I think it will help both of us, and it isnt something that hopefully will have to be taken for the rest of our lives, because my daughter is off of it, and is making A's & B's in school, so if she can do it, we can!!!!!!!!!
Have a great day, and hope this helped
D.
p.s. after i sent this, i realized that you sent out you had already started it....sorry, I didnt realize this, I just joined today and saw the question and responded.......I am glad you are doing ok and good luck with the counseling