Dear S., our two lives sound similiar. I have also been divorced for 5 years and put myself through nursing school. When my boys got to the ages of 12 and 14, they wanted to try shared parenting. I had full custody till then b/c their dad couldn't take care of them. But, he now has a wife and has refused to allow the kids back home with me fulltime. It's been an ordeal. I would suggest you file for custody and prepare for a fight. I have been going through it and have had two home studies completed by an incompetent social worker, who suggested, against the boys wishes who are now 13 and 15, that they continue shared parenting. I have been slandered and lied about. I have proven the lies, but, to no avail, the boys rights are not being taken seriously. So, I am now requesting a trial where others have to get involved and the judge will make the decision. The best advice I can tell you is this: Your life will be under the most scrutiny, be a saint!, or, you will not win. I haven't been so lucky. I am a good person, but a single person and have lots of girlfriends and I do date, but, that even is looked down. So, appear to be nothing more than a doting, love sick mom and you might win. It's unfair to say the least. Us as parents, and single parents, have the right to a life and I believe we can be great mothers and individuals. But, the court is looking for someone to blame in these type of situations, so, just be careful about what you do or say. You are slammed if you work to much to provide for not being home enough and then you are slammed for being broke. Make sure you get very involved with your children at school now, especially for academics. I have been the only parent involved in this aspect on my kids lives, but, I still haven't gotten any credit for it due to my "supposedly lifestyle". I am also involved in church as well as my children. And, I go to their sporting events and they are straight A children on top of it. We have 5 pets, a nice home, car. I pack their school lunces everyday I have them, ect, they are clean cut kids. So, no matter how good you are, you must be perfect during this time. So, get busy being nothing but a mom for awhile, get off of myspace (it was used against me), or make it private, and then get an attorney to start the process. Your X isn't willing to sign, so stop trying to change his mind. He probablly doesn't want to pay support? If that's the case, think about having the girls without support if he will sign. You can ask for shared cost for other expenses like medical, school stuff, you get to claim on taxes, ect. Anyway, my boys are unhappy at their dad's house very much so and it's so sad for me. Anyway, I hope what I have and are going through will help you in the future. Good luck and Congrats on getting through school. Isn't cosmetology much fun?..i bet it is. Nursing is okay, pretty strict profession. I think beauty work would be fun. M