M.B.
Hi L.,
You so have my sympathies! The woman who runs Woman's Work in Rice Village is a great lactation consultant, and she used to make house calls -- I don't know if she does now. I am sorry I don't remember her name -- my struggle to breastfeed was so awful I've forgotten a lot of it. But she is excellent, and of course the sooner you get help the better.
Good luck! And congratulations on your new baby -- don't lose a moment of the joy of your bond with her over worrying about breastfeeding -- she'll be fine no matter what, and while it is certainly good to breastfeed as much as possible, I have become convinced that in my case an over-focus on breastfeeding, which I just wasn't able to manage despite excellent lactation consulting and lots of technological and other interventions, filled my early days of motherhood with despair and worry, and you know what? -- you and your baby deserve better than that. So, good luck, bf is great, do your best, but if you find this is messing up the flow of other good things into your baby, such as joy, pride, acceptance and calm, bear in mind the baby needs those even more than breast milk.
love,
M.