K.N.
i have been on zoloft, paxil, wellbutrin, and prozac. I suffer from chronic depression and most of the time I'm fine but there are periods when I just need help dealing with the way my body handles stress. I honestly didn't have to much trouble with any of them, and just because there can be side effects does not mean that there will be for you. diet, exercise and lots of sunshine, along with b vitamins also help.
and just know you are not alone. I adore my kids I have 4, the last just a baby and more wanted and tried for than anything in the world, and there are those days i wonder why i got out of bed. it's normal. no one really has it all together (nomatter how they make it look)