35 Weeks - Nervous, Scared, Anxious, Dont Know What to Do.
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June 27, 2012
E.B.
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Miami, FL
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This is my 4th baby and our 1st girl. We are so ecstatic. She has an issue with one of her lungs, she has a CCAM on her right lung. I'm involved in a group through Facebook that has really helped me and guided me along since our 23 week ultrasound when we found out about the lung. She's doing really great!!! And our family and I can't wait until we meet her. She's the first girl on both sides in 25 years. I'm seeing a well reknown fetal therapist and is my perinatologist as well. He is outside of one of the best childrens hospitals in the Southwest Region (Holtz Childrens Hospital). My OBGYN who is great and has been very patient with me, runs his practice out of a different hospital. My perinatologist is very passionate about his work. He gets attached to these unborn babies. He has highly suggested that I deliver at Holtz because they have a level 4 NICU. Even though the baby is doing great in utero, you never know how well they really are until they are born when there's an issue with a lung. we spoke to my OBGYN about doing my delivery at Holtz and he was all for it. But.... he's a single practice and he covers with another doctor who is also a single practice. He let me know on Thursday he won't be able to do the delivery out of Holtz, my trust is with my Perinatologist, he knows best. we're still going to deliver at Holtz either way. Babies do best when they're with their mommies and if I deliver at South Miami just to have my OB do it, there may be a possibility she'll be transferred. Where at Holtz I'll be with her at all times. So I spoke to my perinatologist and he said don't worry we have the best High Risk OB's here at all times for deliveries. But he also said (he's a very busy doctor) if I go into labor during the day he might be able to do the C-Section. Which will be great!!! It would be awesome, I have such a strong connection with this doctor that it would be a blessing if he could. So I asked him if we will schedule a date. Originally it was for July 18th with my OB, but of course that has all changed. My history with my 3 boys is right at 37 weeks and they're ready. I've never made it to my scheduled C-Section dates, my body has a timer on it... lol. So my perinatologist said he wasn't going to schedule a date because of my history but if I made it to 38 weeks then he would, but right now lets have nature take its course.
I'm really nervous about going into a hospital I've never delivered at before, nervous about possibly being delivered by a doctor I don't know. I see my perinatologist every Thursday. I know he said lets let nature take its course. But I'm so determined to tell him next Thursday on the 5th, lets do this today. He's going to be giving me one of his private rooms to stay in after delivery which is right across from the NICU (no mom gets that care, they are taken down to the 3rd floor and babies are assessed on the 4th floor). Even if he can't deliver me, if it's during his hours and I have the delivery and he's aware of it, I will feel so much more comfortable with it, then going in at 3 am and waiting for him to come in later so he can be there to take care of us. The reason why I want a private room whether its his or not, that hospital corooms a lot of patients. I'd rather have privacy even if it's paid for, but to be able to be on the 4th floor with her, it's more a blessing I hope for.
Either way, I want what's best for my baby. Being there is what's best, but I want to be comfortable with whom I'm with too. Is that being selfish? Maybe it's nerves starting to take it's toll on me. This is my first time I've ever been this nervous about everything. And it's really not her that I'm nervous about. It's a knew hospital a knew everything. I've delivered all three at south Miami, this is so much out of my comfort zone and that's why I really want to go into my appointment with him, tell him hey let's do this today please and that's it. I'm already having the symptoms I've had with the other three. Lost my mucus plug, baby has dropped, nested last week, a lot more brazton hicks, last week I had strong contractions (not enough to go to the hospital). I'm still 100% effaced and no dialation but with the three, one day I was like that and the next I was 100% effaced babies head was down and at least 2 centimeters dialated. I know my body and this was all betweek 36 and 37 with each of them.
I just wish there was more of a plan.
Thank you mammas for all the advice and encouragement. I visit Holtz every week and have gone on many tours of the NICU and the I know that this is the best place for her and I accept that and I'm happy I'm going to be in a very safe place. I like to have everything planned and it just doesnt seem anything will be planned with this delivery. But that should be the least of my worry, right? Thanks again!!!!!
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L.B.
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Go visit the hospital! I delivered at a completely different hospital with my fourth due to diabetes issues and had never visited the hospital but knew it was top notch. I had never previously met the doctor that ended up in the delivery room but it was still an incredible experience. You may be out of your comfort zone as far as familiarity but you will be so focused elsewhere that it really won't matter. Take a little drive today if you can and check it out. The most important thing is your precious little girl will be in very good hands! Best wishes!
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❤.I.
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Ok mama, first, don't stress. It all works out in the end. You know you're going to be at the best hospital as far as nicu right? If you haven't yet, take a tour of that hospital. It's very unlikely that your doctor will schedule before 38 weeks unless it's an emergency, he sounds like he's keeping your little girls interest at heart when he told you to wait until week 38 and see what happens. Mine never made it to 38 weeks either so I know how you feel on that end. Just keep in mind, even though your other three came early doesn't mean this one may not need a little more time, especially because of the lung issue. Don't stress out too much about who delivers, it would be nice if your doctor is available but not always possible. With all three of mine I had a different doc deliver. All you can do is hope for the best. Wishing you the best!
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S.A.
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Hi E., you can certainly try to get him to do on the 5th, but he may not agree and you have to be prepared for that. I hope everything works out for the best! Blessings to you and your precious baby girl!
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S.H.
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all three of my deliveries were at different hospitals. Great staffing for each, no issues with any of the hospitals. Oh, & all 3 deliveries were with different doctors....
1st was when we lived in St Louis. That ob/gyn moved to Texas.
Then we moved to a small town. 2nd delivery was at our local hospital. Last minute c-section, & our daughter was born w/ mulitple heart/lung defects. I had to stay in our local hospital, & our daughter was evaac'd to St Louis. It was almost a week before I could see her, because on my 1st day home...I tore muscles & was put on bedrest. (my DH stayed in St Louis with her.)
Moving on to my last delivery. My local ob/gyn moved overseas. I chose to go with a practice I was familiar with in St Louis. I knew the commute would be a pain, but I felt good about it. .....& then I became a high-risk pregnancy. I began seeing a perinatologist at the same hospital as my ob/gyn. Loved both doctors, high comfort zone with both offices. 1st time to deliver at this hospital. Our son was born without issue, & was the 1st out of 4 pregnancies to come home upon my release. :)
Sooo, based on my experiences, it's a.o.k. to deliver at different hospitals! Go & visit throughout the ward......& really familarize yourself with their processes. Create a comfort zone for yourself....& I think it will go well. Wishing you a speedy & safe delivery!
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S.L.
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If the hospital is best prepared to care for your baby then I would try to stop stressing over it. It's not good for you or the baby to worry and the longer the lungs develop the better for her. It will work out and we can't always plan each detail of a delivery. Just relax and wait for your baby girl and let the plan fall into place.
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A.G.
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Your body is already telling you where it's at. That is so reassuring. This is a natural process and it seems to be going as it should. Stop trying to schedule every second of your delivery. You have excellent people taking care of you and your baby, everyone who will be at the hospital is a professional. You will be all right.
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B.G.
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The unknown is always scarry. Keep in mind that when you were pregnant with your first you had never had a baby before in any hospital. You didn't know what it was going to be like or how you would feel or what the experience would be at all. Going to that hospital now is a little like visiting an old friend. You've delivered 3 times there, so it feels very safe.
The whole situation is incredibly frightening. How could it not be? You might be focused on the actual hospital and the room situation and doctor situation because those are actual things you have control over and the alternative might seem a little scary at the moment but it's nothing compared to your fears about how your daughter is doing and how she will be doing when she is born. It's just so much easier for you to focus on these particular aspects.
Having never been in your situation I can't even begin to know how frightened you are. I think you need to take a deep breath, go for a walk and try to think about something else until your appointment.
When you go to your appointment, let your doctor know what your concerns are and what would be your ideal scenario. Your doctor will help you figure out a plan that will be best for you and your daughter.
Wishing you and your daughter all the best!
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C.S.
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E. - just go to the hospital, and go to Maternity and ask to see it. That will give you some peace of mind. The reason your doctor won't schedule early is because the ACOG has changed the guidelines on planned c-sections - you can NOT have a planned c-section earlier than 39 weeks unless either you or the baby are in distress. This happened last year and is meant to help prevent as many premature babies as had been happening due to bad dating. As you know, premies can have underdeveloped lungs and lots of complications.
Hang in there- and see what happens at the next visit. In the meantime, drive to Holtz and visit so that you are more comfortable. C.
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R.M.
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There is, and it will be revealed soon enough! All the best!